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Saturday, December 08, 2007

After i have AWOL-ed for like months from my already dysfunctioned blog, let me just say.. i ORD LO! haha..

In a whizz and there i am a free man... And ppl say when u go through NS, you are in for a real transition from Boys to Men... So I am a true man now lol.. But its true, cause I have more responsibilities now and stuffs. Its no longer just play and joke around.

As most of my friends do know, I am currently working as an events exec, which is a good basis for me to gain as much experience as possible. Although its kinda tiring and stuffs, i managed to make crazy new friends. Thats a total Bonus..

I would never forget the first day at work when Angela my colleague threw her handphone onto the floor out of desperation to get the phone working. And not forgeting her explicit and excessive usage of Vulgarities, ranging from Nabei to whatever else u can think of.

She is like the epitome of My Sassy Girl lol.. You go girl hahaha...

Okay anyways, just wanna say i am getting pretty fine now and i cannot wait for UNI! Will update soon.. Its time to revive my blog...

So yup, logging off...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 11:01 AM ||

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Yep, closing down this blog already.. but the archives are still available to browse through... the new site is up @ www.benji--.blogspot.com

|| Benji LuStEd aT 7:24 PM ||

Sunday, July 31, 2005

This blog will be my normal blog... I will blog more on my private blog..cos i want to keep it more exclusive.. like whatever.. but anywayz.. yep..thanks for all the peeps that i dont know who have been reading my blog.. for webbie and password.. ask me..period..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 10:23 PM ||

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Feeling sick right now.. yeah i guess its right.. being sick and single dont come together easily.. but then.. i pulled it true.. guess i am human after all.. still need this small touch of love... And staying in this fuckingly depressing sch isnt making anything better.. In fact most of the bitches that always talk behind my back arent challenging enough.. the thought of talking back on them suddenly hit me for being so childish and totally unworthy...

I mean i must say most of the bitches in my sch are Fuckin ugl, unsporty, acadamically uninclined. Seriously i suggest u pack ur stuffs and go bang the cars.. and pls dont choose those expensive cars cos u all dont worth it.. and if possible.. throw urself in some cannibal troops and get ur fuckin unjuiced-up Vagina fucked by chisel, mallot or whatever.. ..i am sorry..but thats the truth..

Shrugs... i am not pin pointing anyone.. its just a general statement.. Feeling guilty? why should u.. go fuck urself.. what are ur fingers for?

Anyway, everyday is full of bitches in sch.. but ya noe how somebody can just touch u wif just a simple note.. Thats Maureen!

I must say she is this special sweetie girl i have ever met... She left a note in so many bulky notes and encouraged me to study hard wif all the notes.. I mean.. she is a girl and she carried such a heavy bag and send it over to my dad.. I am really touched.. sweets.. I really appreciate that girl.. u made my day! haha... Treat ya some day k...Aww.. i am serious.. i donno how to express my gratitude.. yep..

a special person, wif a special heart, emblaze my life...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 8:44 PM ||

Monday, July 25, 2005

Okay, i must admit i am somewhere between being techno savvy and getting addicted to Online shopping.. I was like surfing through Ebay.com trying to search frantically for this book which is not sold in Singapore.. and wha la! i got it at a fuckin low price of $7 US dollar.. but guess what? the shipping fee is 8 something.. like wtf.. more than the price of the book.. But nevetheless.. i clicked on the proceed button.. to checkout..

To my utter horror, i realised my mum took my Visa Card.. and so i could not continue my transaction.. and when i messaged her to send me the numbers.. she ignored.. ! crap crap..

I kept wondering what would life be in 10 years time.. lets see... i am like 28.. er.. okay not so long.. i shall say 5 years time.. i be like 23.. yep thats more like it.. probably finished NS and UNI.. having a rotten dick and blue balls.. and having an office of my own.. whee hee.. haha.. then i be wearing like what.. ties.. oh no..so uncle pls..

Then my office got a secretary... lol .. yes we will have sex.. cos that will be my wife.. haha... like whatever.. instead of working.. play secretary and boss games... Arg... thats so boring.. never mind.. I am talking rubbish...probably waiting for mum to like snail SMS the numbers..

Nowadays ah.. girls are too much i tell u..

Last time if u ask a girl " wha how come ur neh neh so big! "

They probably go: "wha lao u very er xin leh "

Nowadays.. u go ask some hiong girls.. they go "big meh? want to touch it.." Times have change... So has everyone.. so far i have yet do something real extreme in my life.. maybe i shall soon... lol.. lets see..

Be a part time male stripper? Sleep wif some older woman wif receding pussy? We'll see... haha.. sorry feeling real crude today.. period..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 12:03 AM ||

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Mysterious SKin

Notice the girl on the right... i like her pls..

After watching this movie wif Ryan yesterday, i cant help but decide to create an entry specially for this movie.. to acknowledge the fact that it is de best movie i have ever watched. Seriously.. Although both of us missed the first 5 mins of the movie due to her haha.. who overslept..but its alright, all the characters in the movie became so unforgettable in my memories.. Never had i watched a movie feeling so bloody satisfied and felt good and would not even mind spending money on it...Ryan got checked for ID..lol.. oh no i look old..

If u have time.. dont mind read through this post about this movie..

Spoilers ahead btw.. but not many ppl get to see it anywayz.. so ya.. but if u do.. u noe what i mean.. its really astoundingly beautiful.. Ppl have asked me why am i so obsessed with movies wif gay and les theme.. But its really most of such movies are touching and worth the money.. like come on.. i would not want to splurge on rubbish movies that are like C grade like those commercialized ones - Fantastic Four, Red Candy bla bla.. u watch it, u laugh, and u forget..

I love movies that makes u feel unsettled, but at the same time explosive, mind fucking, u feel the characters, u never forget..

The story is something revolving two innocent guy. One by the name of Neil, is a cold male prostitute who get paid by older man, and he is gay even before he met the Coach.. Brian on the other hand is this boy who believes at the age of 8 he was abducted by aliens because of the twice blackout he has wif nose bleeds.. he is pretty much asexual as described in the movie.. neither gay nor straight.. But whats soon to unravel is the truth behind his blackout..

The coach.. is never been named. he is like this shadow that casts on them for the rest of their lives.. why? bEcause the reason for Brian's blackout was the fact that they got sexually abused by the coach at a tender age of 8.. Neil still remember vividly how both of them are abused in the house but Brian struggle to recollect what has happened.. although he still believed he was abducted by aliens..

As quoted by Brian: "The summer I was eight years old, five hours disappeared from my life. Five hours, lost, gone without a trace..."

In other words.. Brian is actually the total opposite of Neil.. but soon u realised how empty their souls are.. totally taken away by the coach's Paedophillic actions..

The movie is in a way very disturbing.. REmember those disturbing movies like "Boy's Dont Cry" and "Irreversible" . I can still stomach the 10 mins continuous rape scene of Monica Bellucci in Irreversible.. But in Mysterious Skin, at some point of the movie.. i was like whoa.. quite disturbed..especially the scene where the coach masturbated the children.. It is not shown..but u get the idea.. Another disturbing scene is the one where Neil was sodomize by this guy, who kept hitting him as he fucked him.. it was really really sad.. I kept held tightly to my seat, as i sympathize their youths..

however, the ending sums everything up touchingly as Neil and Brian pacified each other in silence as Brian uncovered the shocking truth.. In fact Neil told Brian that he was also forced by the coach to fist him even the whole elbow is in.. Its really disgusting .. the way it is revealed.. aS Brian slowly uncover the truth, he held tightly to Neil as he cried and feeling totally lost and shattered and realised that they can only share their bottomless heart with each other, but they can never be healed forever..

I almost cried la.. haha.. but ya noe.. its silly to cry at movies.. but sometimes..i get too engrossed with the characters.. It was a movie filled wif controversial issues but u get a tender touch.. Such a beauty..i would say.. alright... seriously watch it if u can..

Still waiting for Summer OF love.. The lesbian movie.. i am waiting.. hurry leh

-Ben-

|| Benji LuStEd aT 3:45 PM ||

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

drooping eyelids. unbotoxed face and unkempt hairdo but still i went to Bugis.. the road to ugly but who cares whatever...

Woke up at 5 something to rush to CMPB wif the guys for NS Medical Checkup and it was hell long.. u should see the number of hours we spent there, with empty stomach and quivering half naked bodies.. frozen mortuary.. goodness..

Checked like everything from head to genitals.. nothing was spared..we were like some concentration camp kids following orders to travel from room to room for diagnostic tests.. before the final result.. And so i had to admit i have some slight heart problem and muscle pains..and so i resulted in PES B... which means.. its still the same treatment as PES A actually... so makes no difference..unless u r like classified under PES C and below..which PES F is whats alot of ppl trying to achieve..and that is.. NO NS...

What can i say bout those who try so hard to get that F thingy.. like come on... 2 years wont die lo... besides its discipline training..

Then had to do this 1000 over questionaires..which are continuously asking rubbish questions wif so much of propaganda stuffs.. ya noe what i mean.. i almost died as i pant through the questions devouring the free biscuits.. And the computer test for ur logic bla bla is horrendeous.. i have to do maths, physics bla bla.. it was so mind torturin...but lucky everything is over and so... now waiting for the NS date to go in lol... Most prob Jan or April lo... so yep.. gear up...

Met Ryan at Bugis like how fated lol.. anyway hope to go out wif her soon..

Went to shop quite a while wif yang and min..bought some clothes and stuffs.. so here i am... procrastinating a lil before i get back to finish up ma homework..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 8:44 PM ||

Monday, July 18, 2005

This would be my last and final cup of Meiji Strawberry Milk.. Yummy.. i need more milk... i need to regenerate my brain cells.. I just killed a million i swear.. just to finish some compo... Its killing me softly with the pen ink..

Speaking about brain Cells.. had an interesting lecture ( like finally ) on organ transplant.. and this particular Xenoplantation process seems interesting though.. its about transplanting animal organs to human body.. A cultivation of a beast like human population? This is something worth pondering.. Would u ever take in Pigs brain cells given that u have one last day left to live? Its quite controversial i would say.. but thats something we are compelled to think given that technology advances day by day.. A blessing in disguise?

Would u rather die earlier? many ppl say they want to die earlier.. but when it comes to the final days of death, why the few seconds before death, people show signs of regret? hmm...

Anyway.. i shall stop the science bullshits..

I was as usual mesmerising myself to watch "THe L Word" and i seriously could not stop laughin at this two lovely ladies who tried to have a baby, as they maintain their lesbian relationship.. damn funny.. They decided to ask this suave guy to masturbate and collect his semen but only to find out he has low sperm count dotx.. The sperms are not even moving la.. diaoz...

this kept me wondering what is it like to have like 4 mothers and fathers? given that.. lets see.. ur first mother could not produce a matured egg and so she has to donate her egg specifically.. And ur first father has bad sperms.. and so u need to increase the chances by using second father's sperm and realised u need an incubator which is second mother to give birth to u.. Wow.. isnt it amazing?

Apart from the extra pocket money and extra HongBao money during Chinese New Year, would there be lot of indifferences given that so many genes takes part in creating u? haha...

Here are some sizzling hot pictures from L word.. Shane is the best pls..she is so suave..most girls in the town just fall for her.. -faintz-

Whoa.. Slogan=" Same Sex, Different Cities" haha

Sex and the City some shots for u to drool haha..

And lastly Queer as Folks.. the ever gay version of "sex and the city"

Kewl.. all different cities of different cultures.. i am gonna have a fantastic time watchin everything as my download tickles.. haha.. piangz..i have to filter so many pictures to show the more decent ones lol.. faintx..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 9:03 PM ||

Sunday, July 17, 2005

ménage à trois

Thats in French..also known as threesome... meaning having sexual relationship involving three people.. Can be of any combinations, in fact a permutation of 3!.. lol.. To be honest after watching The L word, pretty much sex and the city but lesbian version.. the two gorgeous girls getting on with this guy.. it kinda turns me on...

The question is.. how far would u venture.. I would say Venture at ur own risk.. its a 3 dimensional Karma Sutra.. involving the most intense pleasures sex could offer.. but then.. is it wrong to get involved in this.. I would discourage this actually..but if u r getting too horny and very much need to satisfy ur lust.. it can be a great experience..

As for me.. i would not want to get involved in this though.. But there are always "ifs".. if u getting on a threesome which combinations would u want.. 2 guys one girl? 2 girls 1 guy? sounds kinky.. most guys would say they want 2 girls.. but satistics have shown that, most threesomes end up having two girls getting on instead.. leaving the man aside..lol..

My threesome would be damn kinky.. can i have foursome instead lol..make it a trapezium...2 guys to girls.. fair enough.. every one gets a chance to get poked and poke.. that involves fingering.. 69-96

I once had this conversation with Summer on the best place to have sex.. We were thinking bout Airplane..but judging from the pressure involved, its kinda weird.. I think Kitchen is the best.. the designs are just nice to have a furniture fuck position.. goodness...

There are so many sex variations.. from Cowgirl position to helicopter.. i think the bath tub is the best place to make love.. But Summer think otherwise.. O wells.. it varies from person to person yeah.. Hmm...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 3:44 PM ||

This is getting irritating!! Some fucker stole my shoes!! i am so gonna stuff radish into his fucking ass... and tie his testicles with metal wire and crush it... Its only like a few hours and my shoes are gone.. Hmm.. skilled..

And my medical check up for Army is this Wed sobx.. its gonna be so long and boring... Heck.. Imagine i have to answer more than a thousand questions within 3 hours.. o my goodness... Haha.. o yesterday was gaming with Yang And mel.. and i almost 'dieded' of laughter... seriously

Mel is so bimbotic! She thinks all weapons have infinite shooting range.. like whatever.. she aim that bloody airplane that is like so far away and think she can shoot it down.. -sweats- If this is real warfare, she will be bombed almost instantly please..

And Yang.. lol.. he drove the tank and this guy wanted to shoot his tank..then he so per cher.. he just rammed over him haha... o ya.. they were challenging drving airplane..

First attempt by Yang: Increase speed and could not lift up..so crashed out into the sea.. lol

Second Attempt: increase speed, manage to take off.. and accidentally pressed a button to jump off the plane and died... dotx..

3rd attempt on Helicopter: helicopter flew up and it keep flying to the sky and it became Vertical and so it looks like a chicken wing and it crashed..

I tell u.. I laughed until i can just slam my head right into the computer...

Then met up with Ryan.. haha.. Such a sweetie.. Dont feel bad eh.. love love..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 3:20 PM ||

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Been busy this week.. so shall make it short..

Lets see.. our team for Rafting got champion for Sea Sports Carnival lol.. unexpected.. but we were satisfied.. Pictures are wif fat ass.. oops.. i mean Fernie.. Shall upload if time permits..

O wait.. something important.. Today is Siew Ling's birthday! And i am the first to wish her Happy Birthday k... hehe.. she told me she was touched.. cos her mother stopped celebrating her birthday since 10... haiz.. but no worries.. Our class will be there for u.. promise.. we will celebrate wif u.. hehe... No one in this world is to be deprived of celebration of their birthdays k... Anywayz.. i did not know she cried until the girls told me.. hope ya be strong of urself and be happy always ya.. i am sure u r touched hor.. hehe...

Whee...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 9:17 PM ||

Sunday, July 10, 2005

The following content is purely for pleasure reading, no offence =)

The Art Of Farting

Farting in scientific terms is called flatulence. To many cultures, farting is considered an embarrassing and shy subject. There are many euphemism of relations to farting, such as

Chemical Welfare
Bombing of the anus
Butt Lauching
Fire in the hole
Silent Kill
Bomb of death

Ppl may laugh.. but thats a natural process... it is actually the reactions of bacterias that give rise to a series of gases which is released due to the pressure created in the anus causing the 'bombing' reaction... lol

For guys, it is in fact a natural global phenomenom.. in fact many guys find it real fun to see who could fart the loudest, like as if they are in some war manifestation.. and most of the time they just let it off and laugh at how loud they can actually produce.. haha..

For girls, its a case more of relation to a sin. in fact farting to them is so unpleasant, they developed the so called art of farting throughout the millenium, causing a series of non-explosive mechanisms in their body. they conceal, they hide, thats what they are at best but guess what! its time to unravel the mysteries of girls that fart..

The following applies more towards girls in order to uphold her modesty and image. The number one best concealer method requires 5 major steps:

1) When u are about to fart, curb the pressure inside.. but u must never give up..

2) while in a conversation, try to smile more and buy time, cos there is an impending bomb on the way

3) try to diffuse it gradually.. but if it seems to explode, DO NOT TILT UR BUTT.. it will ignite World War 3.. lol

4) Just as u about to 'bomb', immediately syncronise ur conversation volume.. And hurry add in words like " ACTUALLY HOR!! " " LOOK AT THAT GIRL OVER THERE " while u pressed hardly against the sofa.. the softer the better..

5) there u go, u have just 'bombed' and u think its over? nope.. it comes wif accessories - odour.. and so u have 10 seconds to evacuate.. Hurry say u want to go toilet.. and smile.. and there u go, u have diffused the bomb effectively..

Such skills are not easy, but there is a limitation to it.. If u realise u are gonna produce really loud fart... i suggest u evacuate almost immediately. This nuclear bombing from the butt will instantly kill u even if u have the most capability to prevent farting.. Then again, u should pray for a loud fart.. at least it is generally odourless.. U can just act that u have dropped something and ppl wont really notice u..

If everything fails, thats alright there is plan B.. Say that u just farted and its loud.. never mind.. act calm and immeidately blame the person in front giving that disgusted look " HEy, Why u fart! " That would do ..lol

NOW FOR THE ULTIMATE TURN OFF

FART while having sex.. this is the most turn off thing that can ever happen..u may laugh at this but u may actually be the victim of such an awkward situation.. There is nothing u can actually do but to control ur diet for the nite, try to cut down food wif complex carbs.. like milk and bread which is the main culprit for farting..

However, farting can be the funniest if u add it wif laughter.. this will cause exploding laughters from everyone.. Like come on, as if laughin on certain issues arent enough.

Laughter + Fart = Laughter wif tears..
Trust me.. lol

And there are signs when a girl just farted..

1) have u notice how some girls suddenly talked so loudly
2) She keeps adjusting her seat
3) She suddenly did a silent kill by tilting slowly to one side

So remember, next time when u gonna fart, follow the 5 steps to diffuse 'the bomb'.. haha

|| Benji LuStEd aT 7:26 PM ||

Before i continue to study.. i am gonna strongly advocate Sin City to everyone.. It is fuckin nice.. eh.. okay fine.. it is perfect... seriously, the amount of sheer violence, decapitation, plucking out of testicles, cutting off of limbs are all way too kewl.. i was expecting to see more tortures and gore.. but not too much per day la ah... but more blood pls..i love violence in movies.. if u dont get a chance to watch in Cinemas.. never mind.. go download pls.. dont be brought down by censorships...

Now i understand why the director chose a more stylish approach.. Black and white.. this is to minimise the gore effects..can u imagine all the cutting in colours.. it be too disgusting for many to watch.. thats mainly the reason for its success.. it carefully uses shadows and lightings and contrast the dull colours wif little bits of bright colours in the whole movie.. like Goldie who shows her svelte figure in red in her satin dress...

The whole cinematic approach is so fresh that i think thats the best movie this year.. Devon Aoki is like whoa.. her merciless killings are just so exciting for me to watch.. And of course never to forget my ever mesmerising Nancy.. a.k.a Jessica Alba. what can i say? its all in my blog..

This is what i call true woman... strippingly Sexy, provocative, independent but can be vulnerable..

June and i really have the same taste in movies.. thats good.. at least there is someone i can really share a common idea.. Glad i met up wif her after like so long.. and congrats for her first R21 Movie lol... Trust me June.. once u watch, u never stop.. haha..

Kk.. enough digressing.. tata..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 3:17 PM ||

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Yesterday's Sailing BBq was a blast please... The food is nice, weather good... aww

Afternoon after sch went to Ms Lee house to spice the sea food up.. oo i love to cook lo.. making the sotong.. which is nice okay.. Got extra chilli, mild chilli, black pepper.. lol.. anything we can find in the fridge we will zham la... Just like our Sailing line " yong Zham de " arg...

We had so much fun but i burnt myself cos i barefooted and did not know this amber charcoal fell on the floor and i stepped on it.. i tell u.. its super excruciating, the acute agony just knock all ur sensors lo... Anywayz.. played the Category game... Weilyn is such a poor thing... keep losing.. and have to eat like so many Chicken wings lol... diaoz..

And so the nite ended, and to all my fellow sailing frens, its been great sailing wif ya all last year.. although i didnt get a chance to take part in the competition.. hehe.. but its still a memorable thing...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 12:11 PM ||

Thursday, July 07, 2005

That will be my final 'Hai'

Finally everything is back and i got the lowest for Econs when i did study quite a lot for it.. guess i have misintepreted the question or something.. But then.. there is seriously no reason for me to fail that badly.. No no no!

Everything will be back to square one i tell u.. i am gonna start all over to revise from Demand Elasticity to Macro Economics... Reen is there to help me too.. and i am full of gratitude for that.. I am so not gonna be brought down by those who did well for the common test.. u can see some of them having so much complacency and u noe its time for u to bring them down.. Yes.. And i promise i would...

Anyway.. 3 new movies coming out...

Crash (m18) bout racism and discrimination in US.. Think it be fucking nice.. plus u get to see Sandra Bullock serious side for the very first time.. its a film about struggling out of reality, dillusions, prejudice and protecting ur own dignity. Its about three fated ppl who clashes by fate, met wif discrimination..

Sin City ( R21 ) seriously if one were to miss this one.. i think u should not watch movies anymore... its really fantastic... Pure violence and decapitation.. stylish cinematic experience.. Full blown casts and also art fuck movie.. nice nice.. plus Jessica Alba, Devon Aoki.. like Whoa

Mysterious Skin ( R21 ).. this one is gay themed movie, really sad... its bout coming of age... its about finding the truth in oneself.. and getting out of what ppl see as taboo.. Touching...

THese three movies are the must see movies.. but too bad.. Singapore is pretty harsh on its ratings.. but then.. these are the best these two weeks have to offer... Forget bout Wet Dreams 2... maybe Fantastic four not bad.. but those are hollywood commercialised movies la... so not worthy to watch wif so expensive tickets ya?

O ya also got this chinese lesbian movie.. really sad.. touching and trust me... its manipulates ur mind and twist ur hearts.. Butterfly is the movie title..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 7:41 PM ||

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

A DicKy Situation... R(a) Consumer advise - not for conservative ppl

This post is intended for me to clear some ppl's perception of my body.. lol... like come on.. i am perturbed by the fact that some ppl actually think my dick is long and big just by looking at me... wha.. its really scary pls.. If i have big boobs and they are sagging there.. i dont deny.. but my dick is covered like donno what.. and u can barely see a bulge pls... If i am 30 and ppl still makin assumptions.. thats when we will break up..haha

Like why want to know? how would u handle it if i were to ask how big is ur vagina.. so ridiculous right.. what ya gonna do? use Vernier Calipers ah?

As far as my privacy is concerned..out of curiosity, i stared at the mirror for 15 mins and thought..big meh? maybe cos i tall thats why some ppl have this wrong perception? Ah dui.. i am not telling off anyone or what.. i am just curious.. as to.. how would u even noe? haha..

So next time i should vacuum my underwear to make everything look flat? lol.. Those third degree friends in Friendster are worse. some gals message me say she wanna suck me off cos she thinks my dick is huge.. Wha lao! i caveman ah...

I aint shy bout my body parts..in fact i think i am quite a naked person when no one is at home.. i kinda live the European lifestyle.. Dotx..

But its kinda interesting that now ppl actually talk bout dicks.. used to be all breasts.. i mean those horny ppl.. Hey I am Asian okay.. dont have those ang moh genes.. to flaunt my manhood... especially when i was in surfers paradise.. i tell u.. everything is so big.. their size m is our size L..

O dear... does size really matter? so humongest also not good what... later kena black eye.. pong! like a big cane smack ur face..very fun ah? who noes some ppl may like... oh no.. so scary...

Okay lets say i use a ruler to measure... which i not so bo liao.. so what if ya noe how long? 5 inches? 6 inches? whats the big deal..i aint for consumption alright..u still want me to calculate the total surface area and volume? its pie R^2 L btw.. haha.. want me to measure 3 times to ensure maximum accuracy and round up to 3 significant figures? what the

Now i understand how girls really felt when they are 'scrutinised' by other ppl.. that is so not fun.. big boobs woman should noe how to protect themselves.. since its big.. make it bigger la... then attract more ppl... then those keep staring, ya just put their head at the cleavage and breathe in.. i am sure many would suffocate....lol

Whatever la ah... now i am so gonna take a nap first..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 5:34 PM ||

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

The almost inseparable mix feelings of fear and excitement palpitate my entire body, feeling practically out of breath as i receive some of my papers.. As i knew since the beginning i did not really studied for this common test and so i was expecting a fail for my subjects..

The Chem paper came back and ironically i almost pass..thought i'll get really low.. it was the first paper yet i felt like the whole world just threw shit at me and i donno if i should feel satisfied or sad.. no point to get disappointed when minimal effort is put into use..i have no right to get sad.. -punch myself- so i shall say.. the coming prelims i am so gonna study hard liao.. No more joking around..

Maths was not really satisfactory as in i am seriously capable of getting higher marks.. but i passed anyway... My Econs seems like going down the drain too as Mary Lim went through the answers..

And so it is... a screwed up common test... wait.. a not so screwed up common test actually.. but is it the best huh Ben? Pls buck up..

Aye... today had Pasta after everything and the Pasta hates me too... it taste like shit.. it smells like shit.. and please dont tell me its really shit.. i puke right now.. haha... I feel gross thinkin bout all that... eeks...

Tomorrow shall play badminton... i needa de-stress.. i can feel it.. the immense pressure slowly setting in but u just cannot ignore it...

Now everything is back to normal routine.. no more interesting lifestyle for me.. it will be eat sleep study sleep study and waiting to die... This A level is either u get many distinctions or u dont bother to take ... seriously... arg.. my dream of being a consultant, public relations..

let there be hope in my path... i dont expect miracles.. but i believe in myself..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 8:56 PM ||

Monday, July 04, 2005

I would like to apologise for my disappearing act these few days...

Let me explain Cher.. haha.. i noe its ur birthday on Sat..

u see i was barely at home.. Fri nite was Rav party, went wif yang and lil cher.. which get to noe a few butches.. Tim, Linux. Ryan.. and Ryan is my gay partner haha.... Then i reached home at around 4 somehing? and before i even get to catch some sleep.. That silly alarm clock rang.. and i sprang up wif that " Fark.. " mentality...

Then its work non stop from 6 something to 4 like that.. i was so tired i did not smile at all! i would have gotten the most fucked face award.. after annabel choong.. lol... The aunties are irritating pls..trying to get all the promotions like nobody business..as long as the goods come wif free gift they will just Zham.. worse than my sail boat zham my face la.. now u comprehend how older ppl have so many children... they use Zham de.. haha

then at nite met up wif Hui Ping, TPJC Cheryl and Charles..goodness so many Cheryls.. Was at first gonna catch a movie and everything was sold out.. argg... and so we decided to go China Black since its free anyway.. its their anniversary... but the queue is like whatever.. so Hui Ping decided we should go Tanjong Pagar.. lol...

And everything was so wrong.. we went to Happy haha.... u noe what i mean la ah.. Then Hui Ping and Cheryl were like drooling at awesome bodies and lots of shuai gay guys... as i was like dotx.. cos Hp apparently got so high that she kept screaming hot hot! er sweatz... haha

Then went home to catch at least some sleep b4 its wala! work again! this time until 8 something.. sobx.. i wanted to break down lo.. then i rushed to City hall to meet Gary for dinner...which i so long never see my dear friend liao haha.. bitch.. both of us were like so rubbishly tired that we take whatever food that comes.. great.. but we still catched up wif each other.. hehe.. more like bitch la ah... stupid boy... try taking the MRT from Simei to AngMo Kio and take back everyday and tell me how u feel...

Sorry for the lengthy chronicles of events.. lol.. cos like that then can proof how tiresome it is to Cher... otherwise she house of flying daggers me plus Crouching tiger hidden dragon.. haha

Okay wait!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHER, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHER.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHER.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!! bitch enough already... :)

Yes ur pressie is currently under PENDING! haha.. wait la..u noe i wont forget ur birthday de.. okay gotta go spa later.. mum's paying anyway.. whee..

And due to the much response from ppl telling me to write bout all the top 10s and Xiang Min gonna compile into a book.. i shall write bout top 10 something sometime later... like top 10 signs to show that ur bf has gay tendencies... lol.. top 10 ways to be bimbo/himbo..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 12:55 PM ||

Friday, July 01, 2005

Yep grandma told me she is very tired and sleepy.. and so.. i am good boy k.. i offered to help her do most of the housework.. i think i am sadistic leh.. sometimes i enjoy myself occupied wif mopping, vacuuming the house.. hmm.. anywayz.. she is watchin news now.. so cute.. but poor thing leh my grandma... every morning wake up at 5 to start cooking for the entire family... but she aint a submissive wife.. she is much more dominant and aggressive than a tigress...trust me.. she domestified my grandpa..

Speaking about submissive wives.. my topic today would be

The World Of Being a Submissive Wife

As i was perusing the newspaper just now.. i came across this article about this wife who believes in being submissive towards her husband struggling to maintain her marriage.. She has four children and she complained in the article saying..

"My husband would never thought me of being submissive cos he dont realise how stressful i am trying to handle all the kids the whole day."

the first thing that came to my mind was.. bastard... how could he do that.. but according to some research.. it was found that alot of men dont help out in housework, because they believe they are the breadwinner.. I was like.. hey come on man.. Days of being the biggest dicky and career of the house are gone.. Then i thought the husband is really selfish lo.. he expects the wife to do everything.. but she never really complain.. and demand her to shower him wif love..

The wife also deserves that please.. she also wants to be showered wif love what.. hey man, cant u at least show ur appreciation...

The worse thing was he admitted he had a fling wif his secretary but as magnaminous as she is, she try her best to control her tears and embrace the reality all for the sake of her four children..

This is so so so disturbing.. There are ample evidence to prove that guy really sucks la.. First the wife do every housework even giving up her career.. and therefore she is busy wif herself and too tired to be able to spice up her relationship wif her husband. then the selfish husband thought she dont love him and there goes the temptation to have a fling wif the slut..

I am totally disgusted.. Why get married then? Everytime we also encounter temptations, we get all the moments.. u think the wife dont have the temptations to find a better guy? its a matter of resistance alright.. She can resist it but u cant.. jerk! go fuck urself.. haha

I am getting emotional.. There is so much of injustice in marriage.. Yucks.. i begin to contemplate the entire meaning of getting married.. The guy in fact wants a maid to fuck.. period... eww

|| Benji LuStEd aT 1:03 PM ||

finally i can use my com again..this com of mine has already severed ties wif me and attached wif my bro.. how dare it! lol

Just woke up and it was a great night to end yesterday..ironically, everytime when i wake up, i feel a sense of emptiness... is it cos i am hungry? yum yum.. speaking of hunger.. i am so gonna eat something now..

Yesterday was both Song Xia and Yen Lin's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF U!!!

And today is hui Min's Birthday... I am panting already..

To the three gorgeous ladies, once again, We are becoming adults already.. so we are changing too. from our attitudes towards life and all.. Yes Song Xia.. pls be more matured la..everytime act cute wif that sun flower! haha.. dont aspire to become Cyndi wang la ah..

Yesterday this girl was so good.. her name was Linda.. cos we got in for free to Rouge and supposed to have this complimentary drinks.. but the guy said our cards are kinda expired.. i was like.. we just extended la.. but he apologised say cannot give us the drinks.. so we chat instead..

Then suddenly Linda came over and conversated with me.. she was like asking us when are we leaving.. And my reply was" so u are asking us to leave ah? " lol.. wif my PR skills coming handy, she actually offered to treat us all drinks..and asked what would we like to have.. so sweet right! Aww..

Aiya i hungry liao la... gotta go eat liao ..laters

|| Benji LuStEd aT 12:10 PM ||

Monday, June 27, 2005

Since i am still waiting for dinner... i shall write my own column.. its just for pleasure reading:

Top 5 women to avoid dating

CAUTION
DANGER AHEAD!

No 5... MiSs Desperate

O this type of women are simply sex charged! ball busters.. They would accept anything that comes into her life as long as 1) he has a dick 2) he is nice .. Its a whoever comes kinda situation... She just wanna get attached.. without even thinkin if she likes u.. but she just feels good anyway... This one is totally vicious and blur men will be stuck there spastically as if she really loves u.. think twice boy!..

conclusion: Miss Desperate is good frens wif Miss Money-more-more

No 4... Miss Possessive

its alright for woman to take charge in somethings, but definitely not all things.. from the colour of underwear u r supposed to wear to where u go, who u talk to , what did ur friend tell u.. she WANTS TO KNOW! and if u dont give in.. good luck.. Its hell expedition for you.. wif all the malicious and detrimental ways of counter attacks u could never thought of, not even in ur computer games.. She is gonna scream, pout, shriek, cry.. o yes cry.. one of the top 3 most vile things a girl can do.. which also applies to many guys nowadays.. And the most atrocious.. Cut her self...

Conclusion: Miss Possessive are best frens wif Miss I-just-wont-leave

No 3... Miss Me-Myself-and-I

This type of women are the most self centered, spoiled brat u would ever find..and their excuses would always be "i am sorry i was brought up like that.." wif that "i am daddy's little damsel" o gosh.. take in such nonsense and u be gone.. they are selfish, they want all the attention from u..She expects the same from u..

Conclusion: Miss Me-Myself-and-I and Miss Bitch are lesbian partners..

No 2.... Miss Two-faced

They seem nice at first, of course, wif those cute look on their face trying their best to portray their best sides to u anywhere anytime.. get hooked and be dead.. They are always seen around guys, eventually being men's best frens but girls worse slut.. and girls cant wait to post their pictures in slutforce.org... They try their best to be helpful, thats their weapon... They shower u wif everything and sneer at all the girls around her that asked her to help her do even the slightest things.. and when u appear, that fake grimace of hers melt ur heart as u disillusioned urself into her black magic - that of fiendish woman witchcraft... U wont know they are bitches thats why they are scary and hardest to avoid.. They are usually social butterflies and very cute.. almost irresistable to many guys.. they walk like they flutter wif angelic wings. Underweath the mask is an iniquitous character. they are like leeches.. u dont feel the pain, but when u realised, it is too late...

Conclusion: Miss Two-faced are just good frens wif Miss Bitch and Miss Oh-i-am-so-cute

And our most avoidable contestant goes to....

No 1.. Miss Devious

They are dangerous, nefarious, totally undetectable by any of our natural detectors.. They normally act really poor thing.. like they are the only last ones having bad relationships.. They dont complain to u.. they are out to win ur sympathy by acting melancholy, in fact slowly manipulating u to think who she wants u to think of her..in fact.. u dont noe much bout her.. she controls all ur emotions unconciously... They hide many things from u.. they are dark, wicked and smart.. in fact they plan what they want from u, from getting money from u.. to making u think they love u and eventually u love them... They just want to create this image to u as u become her toy to manipulate and play.. She may have slept wif many men or women but u would never know.. These women are the most delicate looking but not easy to handle, in fact they are monsters in disguise.. all they do is to hide from u and u never noe...

Conclusion: Miss Devious are living together wif Miss Elusive..

So be warned guys out there.. of course there are many good character ladies out there.. not as if they are all bad.. i am not advocating that.. i am just suggesting some things to look out for when picking up gals.. dont act like a total dick whore.. tata..time for dinner.. haha...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 7:14 PM ||

Hohoho... finished two papers out of three and i am panting! whish... Just had a great great bath and...

I FEEL GOOD ... TEH NEH NEH NEH NEH! lol

And so it is.. the last paper for wed.. maths.. 3 hours of non stop action.. I am up for it! As a matter of fact, i have not finished studying Maths, but ya noe what! i am so not going to fail... Boost me some confidence ya...

And after Wed is like what? HOLIDAY AGAIN! sign.. blessing in disguise... guess it be pretty wild.. wif INDULGENCE @ Rav on Fri organised by two sexy ladys Carmen and Cheryl.. o gosh.. sounds fun to me! Anyone in the mood to club? I guess ppl are busy mugging.. HA! its just one nite.. Come on...

Go cheetah get banana hey monkey get funky! Thats life! hooray.. escstatic and totally mad.. having some himbo writing here..due to the exhaustion of my brain cells today.. Aha.. Ladies this week is just too bad for all of ya ah..

ITS GUYS WEEK.. why? take a look around.. all the action flicks going on.. Batman, War Of Worlds, Initial D.. yes i noe ya ladies may be getting restless and totally non chalant alil wif all the guys getting extra testerone-d by all these action.. But hey... U had ur share of A LOT OF LOVE too right! what Ashton Kutcher bla bla..yes he is cute.. but keep it to urself.. dont tell ur bfs..haha

so i say... give in ya.. come on.. change some perspectives, dont be grumpy, call ur bfs out to watch those movies.. they love u to bits wif all the initiatives and the slight sassy element... demure is passe, new century comes SASSY GALS..lol although u may or may not like it, but who noes.. u'll be pleasantly surprised.. O GOSH.. what i think of next?! haha

Alright the following is dedicated to all the girls out there having bfs who simply get too much attention wif their soccer matches on TV and computer games... and u just simply want to fight wif that slutty controller or puny mouse....

1) U do realised there are half time of soccer matches.. thats where u make the move..saucy lady.. start off wif this classic line.. " hey dearie, would u like some coffee, tea or ME? " I am sure it will heat up soon.. oo lala..

2) While he is staring intently at the computer screen, come on, be aggressive, B E Agressive! lol.. french him.. that will do the job.. or maybe join in the game by sitting on his laps.. it sure blow him to pieces..

3) Face it, guys are visual animals.. so what should u do? NOt STrip naked! it wont work..its not sexy.. we dont want another porn actress.. they have enough wif surfing of pornography already...sexy to guys is when u want them to explore more than what they can see.. according to some magazine..

get a jersey, of his fave player, and kaboom dress like it... Nurse and doctor are just too old fashion pls.. a jersey wif hot pants may be just right and next, jump onto him and sexed it up wif " Hello stranger.. "

Lol.. i aint weekly sex tips.. but i am just a service provider to help couples spice up relationship.. try it or not.. up to u! But always practise safe sex..

Alright word for the day: CHEATING!

(pronounced ch-ee-ting) -- When one has sexual relations, including, but not limited to, oral sex, kissing, touching of the genitals and/or full-out hanky panky, with someone outside of their monogamous relationship, and without the consent of said significant other. See also: screwing around, stepping out, and banging the babysitter.

Which means, when u break up because of cheating, get ur facts right, some girls say their boy fren cheat when they only end up wif another slut.. thats not cheating.. thats call changing of partners for further exploration due to fading of love in the previous partner.. lol..i am crapping..

Unfair?
live it..
50 percent of males divorce after marriage in US.. hmm...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 6:38 PM ||

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Sad to say, my mummy and daddy have left to stay at SengKang already, leaving just me, my irritating bro, Grandma, ah gong and Aunt... And i seriously refuse to admit it but i really miss my mummy and daddy although i pretty much love the freedom i got....

i have already accepted the fact that they are on an overseas trip.. The last time i saw mum was like what? yesterday and before i even can really talk to her, she disappeared.. arg... Somehow, i miss the nagging from my mother and scolding from her. But she also one funny lady la.. whenever she come back, she will be like,

yes my dear son, why never bring ur gf home
can u intro ur gf to me? ( she even got angry la peng )
If u love ur gf, u wouldnt want to make her pregnant when u r still young..

I was like..enough already.. diaoZ.. I dont like anyone now and i dont wish to like any!

and she kept insisting Summer is my gf.. if she really is, i shall go eat shit for the rest of my life.. haha.. jk.. as in.. its its JUST GROSS LA ... I can see her yearning eyes wanting me to get married soon and have children.. but but.. I DONT GET PREGNANT my dear mum.. haiyo.. dont force me la okay.. Seriously, she should put more pressure on my younger bro who seems to be younger and very much virile.. in fact, his pretty much in love wif his gf..so ya...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 8:19 PM ||

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Before i indulge myself in studies again.. i shall update on what happened today..

Went to meet Reen at around 2 something at Bishan.. i slept till quite late thats why met her late.. so sorry ya.. we talked quite alot..and she is a fierce Chem Teacher! i swear.. haha.. but anywayz.. i gotta thanks her lots for coaching me Chem and my studies.. learnt quite alot today.. and thanks for that big big pile of notes..lol

Then after much studying.. met up wif Amanda and Elaine.. to some Samsung birthday Bash @ Zouk.. which is like Exclusive and have Taufik Batisah (whatever) ...so reached Zouk at 7? cos the bash starts at 7 something.. And was entertained by Carrie Chong And Daniel Ong.. they are so cute pls... After the entire thing.. we decided to stay a while for....

MAMBO NITE!

It was super fun pls..shall go after common test.. but hor its LADIES NITE.. and THEY DONT NEED TO PAY! what the.. but most importantly is the fun stuffs ya.. And so at the center.. there are those who really know the steps to Oldies tracks.. damn cute pls... they were like leading the crowd with mix from 70s up to R N B .. it was a nice remix.. No wonder Zouk is so popular..now i understand.. its really nice...

Went to Phuture also.. er the RNB sucks at first.. but then its impossible for u to dance anyway.. its like so pack and its hard for u to squeeze to the dance floor.. but then.. yeah.. got some pretty girls and cute guys for Amanda, Elaine and I to oogle.. but then.. its the lighting la..

Anywayz..enjoyed alot tonight although its pretty short cos i have to continue my revision tonight which is now.. and tomorrow too.. so ya.. i shall go back to study le..cIaoz

|| Benji LuStEd aT 1:51 AM ||

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Eh.. i almost forgot.. alright yes i noe..but anywayz... Today is Brian's birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!

May all ur wishes come true and be happy always..

I shall now proceed to my discovery Channel.. i am just addicted to it..path to be a know-it-all boy lol..jk.. I am feelin real sick now.. this flu just wont leave.. arg..tomorrow meeting Reen.. hope i can survive haha...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 9:26 PM ||

Just came back from home..gonna call Maureen soon.. but b4 that..i just had a sumptuous dinner.. haha.. my GRANDMA IS TOO MUCH! she is trying to seduce me lo... of course wif FOOD! If its that kind of seduce i rather go bang wall.. She is the sweetest la.. say i have always wanted to eat Herbal Chicken and she donno how to cook..but today she tried to cook one specially for me!!! awww... it was delicious lo..MUACK!

She is the best la... but apparently she complained the chicken is OLD lol.. lao kuay bu! then i sick these few days ma..then she will specially cook this cook that for me..ask me dont drink this dont drink that.. then i will follow all her orders k... I wanna kiss her pls... my favourite grandma! yeh!

Just now was studying at my house there the BK.. then i was studying alone ma..then surround me all couples.. but well i am one pathetic guy there studying alone.. haha.. but i prefer studying alone.. so ya.. made the entire table full of papers..

Then this girl opposite me from TJC! was bloody irritating pls.. her laughter is so loud and excruciating but she think she is cute! She sounded more like orgasm went wrong! whatever la.. this type of girls are those that will sing "MICE EAT RICE - KUO MEI MEI VERSION ".. then the guy was trying to study i think..but smiled at her! Then this girl was wearing low cut ma..and has a somehow voluptuous figure.. As shameless as i thought.. she kept fidgeting them as if they are for sale.. LEH LONG LEH LONG... if i were the breast, i would have died of suffocation and collision lo.. She thought that asset of hers so gorgeous like that.. but she is wrong.. big boobs looks nice only wif good figure and good looks...

O the best part is .. she act like she is listening intently to the guy, but actually she is quite tired.. and even though she is tired, she dont want to waste the opportunity to flaunt that two things.. so she was like practically placing her boobs on the table..YUCK I TELL U... if the boobs are liquid, it would have formed the shape of the table la.. The boobs rather sublime! haha.. and she laughed again at every 3 seconds.. 2 seconds for breathing and 1 second more to try to connect her brains to laugh at whatever sai the guy said.. seriously everyday there are too many such girls around.. eek..

U should check out my Felicia Chin today at TODAY!!! my morning was brighten up by her!!! she is sexy siren.. NOT A GIRL NOT YET A WOMAN.. JUST NICE>>>

One may say.. i am just jealous that the girl likes the guy what and i dont have such things happening doesnt mean i should complain bout that girl...

My rebuttal would be.. ya.. too bad what..and i am so dying to have a girlfren that look like theSE!!

* Having MMPMS ( MAjor Male Permanant mutating syndrome ) crapping now..due to my flu and pek chek ness wif studying.. any form of attack to whoever above is simply for fun hehe.. But still the slut should just stop laughing.. i was not the only one feeling displeased.. in fact alot of ppl were like staring at her actions wif total disgust..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 7:38 PM ||

Monday, June 20, 2005

My bro took my handphone the whole day today.. so i am practically uncontactable !! sorry ppl...

Anywayz... studied quite a lot today with my own pace... felt quite good studying.. for donno whatever reason... Haiz.. so many of ppl having problems recently.. i feel so sad too... Funnily i dont seem to have much problem wif my life now..

Lets see... life been fabulous just without anyone to spice up the other side of life... but looking at so many relationship problems going around.. seriously, there is no point to get into one right now... yep satisfied for the time being...

Is life really so miserable without that special someone? is it a need or a want? i guess, in any part of our lives, we want someone to assure that we are being loved by someone. But then, once u get into a relationship, like machiam more problems coming up leh.. its like u r this person waiting for he/she to leave u cynically speaking... but u donno when but dont think much but cherish the present...

I seriously think that even in a relationship.. no one is to DEPEND the other person like as if ur life is his/hers..thats just so pathetic and whateer.. u r living not because u want to, but because u got someone to depend on.. like that very worth living meh? chez...some ppl should realise ppl do leave in a relationship.. and its kinda often...

Maybe she is right, single ppl may not have missed out much in life... a moment of thoughts...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 9:08 PM ||

Just came back from some studying.. hehe...Today before i studied wif Yang.. We went to watch Green Chair.. okay its i force him to watch wif me.. Although its R21 yet again... nice movies are always rated R... But who cares!? there is no such thing as censorship in Cine.. haha..i am not sex craze..i seriously wanted to watch this but didnt noe its rated R21

And so we bought the tickets..and the usher asked me to produce my IC.. and of course.. i am underage...and i looked young today and so i gave that.. " Hey i am definitely above 21 alright.. do i look that young? " lol.. and i added "i used to work here la... " and so he smiled and let me in.. There... Easy... Technique is not to be nervous....

I was siting beside this couple and the guy is obviously a critic la..cos this movie is sneaks.. not yet officially released.. And i somehow admire what he does for a living.. editor for magazines.. thats one of my passion alright.. i think its kinda kewl ya..

The movie is so damn sweet that i have to constantly bring myself back to earth.. Its like so me! cos this guy is like 20 and his so called gf is like 32!! omg i want! that is like so unrealistic to happen in real world.. this girl is like charged for having sexual relationship wif an underage guy but they love each other too much..

And the girl is like My Sassy Girl but plus the fact that she is damn sex craze.. lol ... She is more sexually alive than the guy.. its like they have to do it non stop in all sorts of positions and stuffs.. got this part so funny.. cos they tried everything and the girl was fed up and so she was like .. i bend down or what... haha... and she regretted cos its so painful and she scolded the poor guy who loves her so much but she kept thinking he is a playboy....

It may look as if this guy dont really like her..maybe just for the sex..but the things he do gradually is so touching that i was like wha.... cos got this part this girl told him to break up and go separate ways and he was unwilling.. then the girl left crying..she was like complaining to her fren that why didnt he lock her up in the car or something to make her not leave..lol.. I mean girls what..rite.. they think differently from what they do..and so she called him and scolded him and was like crying..then suddenly he took the phone and put it beside her ear...and she realised he already was in the house waiting..cos he noes she will go there...Awww....i was like fuck! how sweet can..plus he already prepared food for her...

But got this part damn gross la..she said she accidentally swallowed his cum..and was like eww...but in fact she loves it.. then the guy was like er u need water.. keep apologising..then she so turn off la..say her mouth is pregnant lol!!! she is so omg...

I like the whole cinematic experience..the sophistication.. its really wonderful.. some parts is er little bit porn..but then the director made it really more sensually erotic than pornographic.. NICE NICE....A must WATCH! but too bad YAn Cannot make it today..was supposed to watch wif her..haha..

I kept imagine myself wif a 30 yo woman! o god.. that be the most wonderful thing ever... I will be like dont dare to talk too much..cos she is too experienced and matured..but hot! haha...

Anywayz.. saw Eunice today too... AFter studied for sometime.. Adyll and Daniel joined us and we went home..cos its already too late... what a great day today..hehe..satisfied..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 12:09 AM ||

Saturday, June 18, 2005

My internet connection was down..arg..

Friday went Sentosa yet again! lol.. but i love that place.. I just need to expose myself to the Sun. Yang and me went to cycle the Challenge Trail.. haha.. And it was the most tiring for him due to the many steep slopes..but it was rather fun what.. I wanna go underwater World some day yeepee..

And so after Sentosa Chiong down to 4Ep's BBQ, whoa.. i must say our class is really fantastic.. as in the attendance is almost full.. hmm.. class spirit yeah! But i had to leave early cos i am meeting HuiMin at MS to club...

I was still full of energy k...although i am sick..down wif bloody flu.. went to Dbl O .. The crowd was kinda weird for me..but then got to know few people.. REally nice to meet them.. haha. they are at least friendly..initially, i was still worried they may not be sociable people.. But anywayz.. gotta dance quite a while..

Then one of the gals drove us home lol...( SUGAR MAMA! Jk ) KEwl... I am so gonna learn driving.. it be so convenient.. Anywayz time to study... laters...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 3:30 PM ||

Thursday, June 16, 2005

OMG!!!! I just checked Cathay.com.sg and guess what! Green CHair is fianlly out!!! that really sweet, touching and erotic Korean Movie.. I am flying!!! i am so gonna watch it.. Fuck the R21 rating.. i am so gonna get in again for the third installment of R21 movies this year.. yeepee...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 10:42 PM ||