So here is the topic that i have been wondering.. first of all..i am a totally open minded person as my frens noe.. hmm well always on label crisis.. but currently in total love wif her haha... Whoa!

I have just watched this taiwan show by Xiao S and some guy.. they were toking bout the recent first gay movie in taiwan and that is Formula 17... can check it out @ www.17-movie.com .. er pls this is not some degrading porn flick of non stop f-cking but no story.. i can like just sleep or go out for some outdoor sports or something haha.. It was fucking hilarious can! o my god i was like practically laughing hysterically throughout when xiao S was like asking really provocative questions can.. like asking the male leads to kiss in front of the show.. or asking Yang You Ling which kiss does he enjoy the most.. haha.. As if we find such open minded questions in Singapore.. haha.. ppl just go ee, whatever..

Ya the movie is banned in singapore.. but so what? haha u all can download at http://search.btchina.net to search for the movie.. its fuckin romantic, sweet and u almost want to turn gay.. haha.. But for now onwards.. i have since turn back totally straight thanks to her haha.. i mean used to be a fuckin bisexual but it is damn what can.. its like keep unsuring bout myself...

I cant help but often wonder... is it really that wrong to have feelings for someone of the same sex? hmm we are not toking bout the hanky panky or what.. seriously i still cannot imagine two guys or two gals getting it on.. its like er... haha but we are toking bout relationships, about dating and enjoying each other company.. hmm i mean if u really love someone so deeply, u should not care whether that person is of which gender.. the feeling is there means its there.. there is no point shunning it.. making urself hurting the other party instead.. For example.. this guy realise he has feelings for another guy.. but he is scared and instead force himself to like another gal.. hmm u r in fact hurting both of them.. but then again in narrow minded singapore... maybe we still have to set our limitations... In a report from some mag.. it seems that there is an increase in divorce rate due to affair outside.. and i dont mean straight affair but crook affairs.. hmm isnt it more selfish..

Then again.. of course ppl would want to have a straight relationship and live happily without the happy ever after..cos it only applies to Cinderella.. We must always give room to faded love, love affairs, and adulterous segregation.. love can be such a simple thing, yet made complex by humanity.. but we still have to live on.. I was just afraid that.. in years to come.. relationships are not just about two person liking one another...but rather curbed by the environments and the many temptations around us... i mean there is no such pure love that is really unaffected by the surrounding unless u r like some wooden wall or something.. but maybe i have not come across such a thing..

As Summer and i have agreed on.. sometimes we fell in love wif the so called wrong person.. but in our hearts, we also blame ourselves cause the person we love is so accidentally a person of the same sex.. i mean we also want to have normal relationships..but when we realise we love someone really that deeply and is of the same sex.. we keep wondering why is it that the person cannot be of the opposite sex so that things could work out easier...

No matter what.. i would say.. i advocate the lesbian and gay community if u truly love the person but not just to satisfy ur sexual desires or pleasure or trying out... But for now.. i am gonna end by saying.. love is harder wif the minorities.. but for now..i have other things to worry on..and that is her.. but then again studies first k... econs tomorrow.. creepsX