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Sunday, November 07, 2004

FiNaLly after like countless times of trying to get my fuckin blog updated because of server down or something.. so the holidays have commenced officially so to speak -claps- And so is my life gonna be back to normal i supposed? haha that 'promiscuous' lifestyle of clubbing, drinkin, having fun.. Sounded like some old chee ko pek's life..but well at least the holiday should promise some extreme fun.. haha

Woke up today like 10 something.. was too late for sailing..so well did not go... kinda sad pls.. but too bad la.. i mean i was damn tired the previous nite..anywayz.. met up wif Xia to catch Shark Tales haha.. er.. cartoons again ya? peeps who noe me realised that i am not really into cartoons..but anywayz the movie turn out not bad pls.. I mean at least i did not dose off by its extreme lame jokes.. Had supper at the make-shift hawker somewhere between somerset and dholby gaut.. anywayz.. drank some liquour while savouring our sumptuous and tempting carrot cake and sizzling hot, mouth watering chicken wings that ooze off its barbequed smell of tender meat cum honey sweety.. haha.. it was jus too sensational pls..i was sent to another dimension.. initially wanted to go Rouge to have some drink or something but realise they need like some cover charge..which we dont even intend to dance..

Went home and caught "Jing Zhi Lu Ye'', i tell u i have never expected channel 8 to like show a lesbian show.. but anywayz was touched like some innocent guy that first watched some melancholy Korean Drama.. it was awesome acting i tell u... Anita Mui and Zhang Guo Rong.. really blew me off can.. Too bad they are like dead.. haiz i was devastated too.. i mean given that they really acted many good films.. so what if Leslie has different sexual orientation.. i alwayz remembered him as a really good gay actor.. not those disgusting type but subtle yet captivating roles..that can really make u cry whether u r strght or crooked... Anita Mui looks like a trans though in that show..and the song "Zhui" is making my eyes wet wif some tears practically gonna roll down...

Oh ya.. did i mention that i am so gonna get a tattoo.. this is it.. i am so gonna get one maybe next year.. i wanna have one small tattoo at my left leg.. i find them kinda nice... but i am not rebellious pls.. i mean having tattoo doesnt make u diff or what pls.. so ppl stop judgin ppl who have tattoo differently.. We have only one life..and i wanna live it wif happiness pls.. i dont care now.. on who the fuck i love or what.. as long as i have feelins for this particular person..i will not shun my feelings.. like i give a fuck.. er.. Sumimasen for the language eh.. i mean i simply cannot comprehend the fact that i actually got myself sunk into depression previously because of some fuckers that simply judge u as if they noe u.. Dont make me find out who they are before i make sure their reputation just get tarred... haha sounded so revengeful..jk la..they are simply just too childish la okay -MUSA- -BrEATHE iN- -BrEaThE OuT-

I think perhaps i am little bit drunk now or something blabbering all the rubbish.. but i kinda miss alot of ppl pls.. and peeps.. for the next few weeks on certain days will be MIA mode ya.. cos i am gonna be working to get some cash for something la..haha apparently i should not get too personal in my blog i mean... some things are meant to be secretive ya..haha -wink-

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