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Friday, December 31, 2004

I havE fouNd sOmetHing that is on PAR wif Love now.. haha.. ANd that is FOOD!!! gosh gosh gosh.. today is my bro's birthday.. and my mom actually went around to find the best food for dinner... okay wait.. first and foremost i wanna say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL

yep.. although my bro is a pain in the neck but i guess bros are still bros ya.. so yes one hug for u!! haha.. Okay BACK TO THE FOOD... i tell u.. the satay is especially FAT pls.. and the Otah is like whatever la.. BEST! haha and oh also the Chicken wings.. plus their sauce is like so thick and delicious.. DROOLZzz.. O ya before i proceed to countdown at Clarke Quay.. i wanna say.. HAPPY NEW YEAR ppl... Wish after tonight i be able to throw aside the sad things that have happened in 2004... okay no one's gonna STOP me from flirting around Tonite pls.. haha cos i am Single!! haha and unavailable.. hey but available for One-nite-stands la haha.. if u think u r up to it.. give me a call!! er... okay i sounded like a gigolo.... So yes i am gonna be happier next year k... lets see tonite if i am able to survive my Raging Emotions..cos every end of the year..when we reflect on the things..we tend to think of all the melancholy stuffs... hmm..

Monday sch reopening.. hmm as superficial as it seems.. all the guys out there would yearn to have at least a few chiobu comin to the sch ya? haha.. but for me.. i am so gonna just sit in my classroom and reflect how stupid i was in 2004 and laugh bout it.. life is such a dramatic one for me.. laughable but at the same time able to stir up lots of emotions within me.... Okay i am not gonna be a BISEXUAL next year..which i hope i can really turn totally straight ba? or maybe just MIA in relationships la.. SHOOO!!

Hmm Summer asked me to learn to love myself... which i thought is really important.. i have never thought of that..hmm er shitZz.. y is it raining now!! o no...good luck for the party goers at Sentosa..haha.... For now!! its bye bye 2004 and welcome a brand new 2005!!!

|| Benji LuStEd aT 8:30 PM ||

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Hmm.. i treid out the Dermalogical product.. and found out its damn good k.. my face dont feel uneasy at all.. hmm.. but hmm its so ex pls... i did not noe that CLEANSER got CLAY wan.. haha.. hmm i should try later... i got the sample...

O i saw so many ppl queuing for some Singnet thing.. and guess what?! i saw IPOD mini on display and there put FREE haha.. as kiasu as it may seem.. i was like in a hurry to look for the bloody poster for the ways to get that! haha.. and turns out.. i have to sign up for 1.5 mps broadband service!! the thing is.. i just signed up to this recently!!! and that time there wasnt free ipod mini!! Crap.. i was like staring at the Singnet sign for so long wif Total Disbelief haha.. Fine.. unfortunate la..

O wells.. i realise i kinda like becoming really sarcastic and mean recently... hmm maybe i am feelin evil? gosh... to my peeps.. JUST IGNORE me... cos u all noe i dont mean to be sacarstic.. hehe.. yesterday i received this lengthy message from someone.. and omg... i am absolutely stunned.. hmm... well i saw a different light... k la..goin kbox soon liao.. gtg ciaoZ.. and whats wif my parents they all man.. Go MALAYSIA again!!? not sian ah.. kns... whatever la..dont come back la haha..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 11:55 AM ||

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Today's Weather was like wHOA! coLD and WinDY! love it! but i still love Mr SUN alrites?

Firstly i would like to thank Des for this big christmas pressie..so CUTE.. haha.. muack! woke up like quite late... so met up wif Des.. then we started talkin like we are the first two human beings... so we went to watch Phantom Of the Opera... It was not bad... but too fake la you mei you.. its obvious that the characters are not singing.. they are just Miming! but i love the Music of the nite.... it was scruplendous haha.. er is it spelled like that? er heck la... But i slept on some parts... then Cher told me bout this funny thing.. and yes Cher.. i understand what u mean by MUSICAL ORGASM haha....

Then we went to shop around.. i cannot tell u how gay it was pls... we were like trying to take all the samples from Dermatologist... that cute Sales girl was -woot- haha... How i wish she is my gal fren pls.. she was like so caring and nice and patient to talk to us.. okay i am talking rubbish... she isnt that type of chiobu but she does have a good heart... Cheerios to u..

Sat down at delifrance.. and we ordered lOTS! all potatoes and stuffs.. eat until like big fat THING.... Then we talked bout our lives and stuffs...and i really appreciate his listening ear.. he just offered me a very guy point of view bout some stuffs..which i was like thank u so much.. haha.. O i gave him a christmas pressie too.. quite ex alrite... but he sure love it la

O gosh.. tonight was so happy pls... as in.. so long never see him le... and pls Des... dont think too much bout what i told u just now k... Love ur DEAR pls.. or i just Castrate u! haha.. What a great day....

|| Benji LuStEd aT 11:17 PM ||

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Pretty exhausted now i would say.. wif wobbly legs hehe.. But hAD aN EnjOyable and Exciting Day today at SentoSa! er although i was like burnt.. and so are the others.. aye..well today was our sailors outing... Was really feeling so good seeing everyone so happy again! hehe...

Er... how can all the Sailors becoming so whITE !! haha..go and tan more pls! and that includes me.. alrite back to today... Sun was pretty good.. took lots of pictures.. and i realised i do have some potential for volleyball eh.. haha... kinda love volleyball noW!! So are there any yandaos? none... Chiobus? A few... Woot! haha esp the white bikini gal but wells.. all is only for viewing pleasure thank u.... o and so i did tan for a while.. swam and talk and all.. and i especially love the Sun Set.. it was breathtaking pls... we took some pictures.. er i looked tired..but heck la... well after all the stuffs going on the past few days..of course tired la...

HEre are some of the pics we took in Sentosa! sure are we Enjoying ourselves!

Arent the pics so exotic? haha simply think the gals in sailing are so cute pls.. haha... like the pics they took on the tree... so cute! And so i looked at the ppl around me.. and somehow i pondered... and seeing all the couples around me being so happy together.. i tell myself.. how much i wish they can be together for as long as it can... i prayed silently for all of them seriously...

Yang and Cher were like a little surprised why didnt i feel very sad or what.. but well.. i feel that i am kinda immuned? cos i have long accepted this sealed fate of mine.. I can only say i feel extremely disappointed, not to the extent of very sad... y should i... i only wonder how interesting that one person can actually make u feel loved for a moment and almost immediately, they took away everything.. not even a fuckin thing for u and u r then fucked..

the logic is that i can only love a person but not be loved.. maybe i have been living in my lala land.. in reality.. love for me is like a redemption counter... only should i give in 110 percent of what i can give then would i be able to be loved back by only 20 percent.. and so i am always this fool who has to do all such things to make myself at least happy for a moment? well thats just fate for me ya... i easy to bully emotionally ma.. so ya no complains...

To the people who have been calling me and stuffs.. thanks for all ur concerns.. i am perfectly fine now.. aint gonna die or what la.. haha.. gosh i gotta sleep liao.. so buaiZ

|| Benji LuStEd aT 1:54 AM ||

Sunday, December 26, 2004

I sHaLl ELiminate alL the EmotioNal stuffs and be straight forward....

Yes, the feeling of being toyed, having false hopes has finally palpitated right into my very own heart... and yes... my heart has shredded.. but it only takes a moment for me to realise that in the 21st Century, the thing called relationship is just a game whereby no one is to commit that much and just play along.. like flings... Dont be too optimistic cos ur optimism may just be ur downfall.... And yep two tears streaked down my cheeks reminding me that... i should be strong... and thats it just two precious drops to put an end to my disappointment...

Anywayz.. for now.. I am so yearning for tomorrow's Sentosa trip! haha.. the Sun BETTER be good i tell u... and yes i am so gonna play beach volleyball.. i am waiting.. hehe

|| Benji LuStEd aT 7:36 PM ||

Saturday, December 25, 2004

HOHOHO! Benji the BITCH IS HERE... haha to wish everyone MERRY CRHISTMAS!!!

JOY TO THE WORLD THE LORD HAS COME....

Er... I am exhausted now..er its like 5 already? so i shall sleep for now.... NiTeX... Wish all the loved ones be together forever.. Single persons.. wish u all will find someone u all love soon k.. and those neither here nor there.... wish u er... all the best wif ur family members.. er okay i am just crappy...

anywayz..

For EveryOnE... LOVE IS ALL AROUND.. SO PLS GRAB A PARTNER AND TAKE HIM/HER DOWN!

|| Benji LuStEd aT 4:55 AM ||

Thursday, December 23, 2004

ThE sMell of Chocolate and BuRNT Chocolate is so prominent NOW! haha... yucks.. i have officially just brought down the entire kitchen... er or should i say it has exploDED! My first attempt to melt was really disaster! or rathe catAstrophic! The chocolate actually burnt! and my microwave was full of smoke! help me pls!

Then i was frustrated... so went to KFC to get their melted chocolate instead cos i run out of chocolate le.. Look like some coffee guy 'pongin' two dark chocolate cups back home please...u cant imagine how comical it is... okay at least i finished the thing rite.. and here is the product....

YummiLiciOuS?

IT BETTER BE! haha okay i am aggressive.. so for now gonna go sleep as happy tomorrow awaits!

|| Benji LuStEd aT 10:42 PM ||

2 Days MORE TO MEETING DEAR!! hehe.. and i tell u i am so gonna finish this small pressie i did myself k.. its something like chocolate coat over something.. whatever la.. think will be quite nice.. and also other things for dear la.. So for now.. gonna sleep early... tomorrow go Tui Nah my neck.. hmm gonna be agony again.. but heck la.. and gonna continue making my pressie.. -yawnx- so sleepy nite nite...

Oh and also today saw BanaNA in PYjAMas!! haha the little soft toy o gosh i think they are so cUteEe pls.. okay its kinda like weird for a guy to like some freakin soft toys but thats the only one i have k.. love LoVE.. bleahZ

|| Benji LuStEd aT 1:24 AM ||

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Okay i am in such a predicament noW!! Argg somehow i want christmas Eve to be like a few days later?! not becos i dont wanna meet dear but becos i havent finish this thing for dear!! crap! o gosh.. like so frustrating can.. benji u better do something..

Today went Neck Messagin cos my neck really in a pathetic state la.. Kaoz.. i have been tilting my head for years.. felt much better but had to message few more times ya to get full effectiveness... then went to cut my hair shorter.. cos i am feeling real hot pls... not hot as in sexually.. but physically hot pls... donno la.. lucky isnt that short or i can just die again....

K la.. goin off.. bleah..

|| Benji LuStEd aT 9:46 PM ||

MaLaYSIa - A - tHoN

WhooOSh.. Hiya everyone.. Trying to get myself writing this entry b4 i turn in.. I am really fatigued after this Marathon... went Malacca as i have said previously.. Yep.. drove in... father was like driving at 140km/hr.. hmm kinda like it..but mum kept scolding him... Bleahz..

Dear called me early in the morning.. was really touched.. Miss u lke fuck la.. k.. haiZ... anywayz we couldnt really get into A Famosa.. hmm was anticipating alot.. Then saw this Kampong where they sell duRianS! i tell u its fuckin cheap can! and the durians are like yummilicious... creamy and phenomenal... Then went to check in,, the place was really quiet wif lots of floras and faunas surroundin the place... hmm pretty romantic i would say.. love the tranquility... but the Condominium was a little spooky? and the car park was so cute pls.. got this parking zone which says: Beware of Bird Droppings..highly dangerous" haha

Went this water theme park wif Joe my bro.. had to take care of him a lot while I sunTan!!! yeepee.. now i am burnt! humpf.. but the Sun was really good that day.. The nite time was when the fun awaits.. as we visit Largest Sand Castles and view the stunts, red indians, cowboys.. pretty amazing i would say.. And the Nite ended wif Fireworks! i was enthralled.. it was so so so romantic pls.. too bad dear not here..heh.. otherwise it would be Voulez Vouku shAkE aRmewA.. haha jk..

O did i mention my parents are mad!! Can someone pls tell me are they frens or my PARENTS? mum was like.. lets go Clubbin! Father was like: " Do they have striptease performance? " I was like " er okay.." So what they did was let my bro go play arcade and stuffs and they COMPELLED me to go COYOTE CLUB wif them!! They are simply mad... Mum and Dad always love to challenge each other in drinkin beer.. quite interesting la...seeing both of them so lovey together...Aww.. Then mum was like can u pls order some alcoholic drinks.. then he paid for all my drinks! wow.. ;ets see..they ordered close to a bucket of Tiger beer which is like 8 bottles..and they still want more!.. They were like Cheers..and FORCE me to drink.. yikes..hate beer...

Anywayz we watched this fairly erotic Russian Dance.. The gals are hot! the costumes are very colourful and nice..i love the Cat outfit..where they entice the crowd wif their tails..to the lao Chee Ko pekS.. ( as usual ).. Dad was like oogling non stop while i just ate my french fries... Mum wasnt jealous at all.. she say she is not afraid father would go astray cos he still loves her..i was like aww... Whatever la.. its like men can separate lust from love.. seriously they can! Cute la.. then mum was quite high..she wanted to dance wif me along wif Jamelia's Superstar.. haha so cute... then the music turned techno.. mum was like.. The music suX.. Anywayz.. i am pretty surprised by my parents that nite..hmm

The next day i was a little hung over..mum and dad was laughin at me.. WHAT VILE CREATURES! then proceeded to KL! to do some serious shopping... Went to Bajaya Times Square..apparently the largest shopping centre in the whole southeast asia..hmm shop till i went mad pls... then so coincidentally met up wif my relatives and so there goes an additional of two more kids.. Marcus and Melody.. and so i have to bring them to play! o Great... They were like Benjamin Kor kor.. i was watch Polar Express!!! 3D!!! haha.. i was like..

"alrite children... follow me..."

"Yay!"

o great.. I did not care much..followed them to play all the most childish rides yet..but guess they are kids la.. so i was really fatherly pls.. really took great care of them.. when they hungry bring them MAc then some wants Happy Meals and stuff.. haha busy busy... i didnt care much but hurry went to took the coaster instead.. i mean.. how can i forget bout THRILLS!! the turns of the coaster was so fun! I wanna play again.. so Shopped till i really dropped.. actually have to return to Singapore de..then well stayed over at the hotel there for another nitE! yeepee... the hotel was so extravagant... love the bath TUB!! whats life man..haha.. So went to shop like never ending....

At niTe ate alot of stuffs... i mean i couldnt really eat chilli stuffs..but the chilli sting rays, lalak, Sotong, chicken wings were like ah my f--kin goodness!! i dont care le la...just eat..complain late.r.. haha... so went three days to malaysia wif only 3 clothes..hmm.. Ooo and also the first day threw away all my mums cosmetics and facial things..haha.. she was so furious i tell u.... but i got payback too la.. mum did not bring back all my toiletires... so fair liao k.. knn haha.. oops.. Went hom.. so many misssed calls shitzz... haiz.. sorry la dear..couldnt get to u..

And just when dear can talk to me.. i need to go malaysia the next day again! to JOHOR... to eat my fave beggar chicken and shop again!! haha.. i slept like only 4 hours? from 5am to 9 am.. hmm so now i am almost dying.. so gonna stop now...

LAstly.. dear i Miss u... *grinz*

|| Benji LuStEd aT 1:17 AM ||

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Oh my god... this is Kelly Brook and i tell u she is so hot!!! i am having a huge crush on her pls.. Er wait.. dear u r still the one i love la -duh-... haiyo later scare u JEALOUS ... just think that she is like damn ravishing la.. E-n-R-a-P-t-U-r-I-n-G... -woot-

Hmm.. shall go for now...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 1:33 PM ||

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

I aM oFfiCialLy fEeLin Very Down... Cos i Am Not Able To tok to dear for like until 24th Dec... the reality of segregation really strikes me down, making me really feeling miserable... not that my life is boring or what..but is the abscence of this very important person that will just compel ur inner soul, making u feel extremely melancholy... But i guess that is something that is unique bout our relationship cos we immediately have to go through i period of obstacles...

I seriously hope i can indulge myself in several activities that can pass days quickly... hmm thats y folks, i be going to MAlacca this friday wif my parents.. er i actually volunteered.. i must be mad.. well not exactly la.. just now told dear bout that.. i can sense that dear felt extremely sad but well the 'i will miss u, just go' this six words immediately conforted my heart, but i noe it be difficult for dear.. haiz... but i just make it sounded like i was anticipating all these and waiting for dear.. so as to not dampen the already depressing situation.. haiz.. wonder how much my mum would offer me money for the trip cos i noe what to buy for dear.. the favourite things....

Haiz... it has been four days since i talked to mum.. guess she found out bout us.. well.. i just wanna tell my mum... no matter what u saw or whatever.. i will not blame u to become disappointed.. but the more impt thing is that ur son here is feeling extremely loved and delighted as never before... the past has been a sihoulette of happiness.. it was more like sorrow beneath the facade of happiness... Well.. of course i truly understand what she is capable of doing... which is to force us to separate.. hmm lets see how it goes then... hmm o wells.. my mind is in a whirl now.. its like before i hung up the phone while speaking to dear for the very last time.. i cried.. yes i cried...my frens should noe that i dont cry easily.... it was not the tears that are dripping from my eyes..but the palpitation of my heart that had ceased and thus shedding real tears literally.. i was sad.. my bro can tell.. my father could tell.. but they dont noe anything...

O wells.. i am trying to pull this period of time through which i can.. just give me time to adapt... but for now... okay mood change pls.. Come on benji boring...

okay so what to surprise dear? hmm.. was thinkin to do something special.. just now i was so childish pls.. i recorded my voice and send over to dear..haha... i sang this song that i am sure dear is gonna cry i tell u.. but well.. just wanna give the best i can give even we cannot see each other now... hmm just now watched WHITE CHICKS digital haha at home.. i donno.. i laughed like mad yet again... o gosh.. shall have some sleep now... Dear got headache... hmm.. what can i do? seriously.. the only thing i can do is just pray that dear will be fine.. and i am so worried can.. cos today dear was out all day... and i just received the call at 10 something..

So peeps.. think i gonna sleep le la... yupp! haha

|| Benji LuStEd aT 11:50 PM ||

Monday, December 13, 2004

It was A SEX RAMPAGE i tell u... Firstly today woke up like 5 something in the morning to expect something as usual hehe..shant say shh.... in the aft met up wif Cher that bitch...haha.. was late... becos had to ans an impt call b4 that... apologised.. went to far east... sauntered and bitched bout anything.. topic went to Sex as usual... yes the conversation was very much rated R21 so sorry folks.. shant elaborate..

Our sex cells got the better of us and so we went to Lido to watch something.. and there goes.. SCHOOL FOR SEDUCTION.. haha... couldnt really understand their British Accent.. but was laughin like hell.. esp the bondage part where the wife decides to do Something KiNkY... it was so suggestive pls.. the italian hottie was gorgeous pls.. can someone pls ring the cops... cos i am on fire! haha... theatre full of raging sex hormones creatures..including some lao ah pek in the 50s laughin as if he has never had sex before..whatever... couples find the movie a plus point esp the number of tricks of seduction they can practise at home.. well me and Cher were like just keep laughing like some horny teens trying to learn something.. o wells... since today's mood was rather sexual.. decide to go somewhere.. but couldnt decide so may as well go HOUSE OF CONDOMS..

Cute place to shop for something unique i guess.. surprisingly the ppl inside aint shy or whatever... guess what? me and Cher were too fascinated by the vibrators, condoms and stuffs that we stayed in the shop for like 15 mins... didnt noe all such stuffs are so expensive.. 25 dollars for some vibrating condom is like... What? hmm maybe will buy some stuffs for birthday pressies and stuff.. it be quite fun... erm but pls.. it cost a bomb k.. wanted to buy the erotic dice which is so interesting... but well... i shall buy next time...

got out of the shop wif much added laughter.. the day ended wif lots of conversation and a tinge of much needed pleasure haha.. okay that sounded sexual.. as in visually... Cher, dont deny la.. me and u are really too open la you mei you.. but well interesting day isnt it? haha

|| Benji LuStEd aT 9:09 PM ||

Saturday, December 11, 2004

SuDdEn ThoTs...

Hmm starting to understand the meaning of "Abscence will make the heart grow fonder "...

I MiSs Ur KiSS... -bleahx-

Fine.. i shall just kiss the dustbin... 50 50 50.. fit my criteria haha... okay i am mad.. haiz.. dear i Just blog to let ya noe 3 things...

1) i Miss u
2) i like u
3) i love me more.. haha.. okay okay dont slap me..

Lastly dear:

There's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. Your words to me are sweet, but the kiss I stole from your lips is sweeter. =p haha enjoy ur days... feeling lonely? hmm i want u to do something.. i want u to first look at the spaces between ur fingers... u must remember that only in those spaces can u see my fingers lock wif urs forever...

There should be got internet service wan la hor... kk got to go liao... Hmm did i really wrote all this? haha *shrugs* .. thats so not me... but well i better bring my site to the usual stuffs.. otherwise like gal's blog like that.. those o i love u, u love me bla bla haha....

|| Benji LuStEd aT 2:24 PM ||

Yesterday turned to memories just like that...

Yesterday went to dear's house... wha so sweet ha someone.. ehx i still wont forgive u k.. for that sudden ahem... slap u ah.. bought lunch cos dear busy packing stuffs for new house ma.. was like fascinated by the desktop which is filled wif icons that i can barely see! o crap.. ONE day all the icons will just disappear i tell u...

Then dear send me to work... haiya shldnt have chosen to work on fri.. dear's leaving tomorrow can! okay what was i thinkin... so worked until like 10.. i was like chi chor lor kio... hurry count the money and log out my counter and wait for dear.. er whosh lucky everything was settled by 10.15... whosh....that dumb came and i was simply just following from behind and dear did not even realise.. haha what the ... Ate dinner liaox then what happened? rain! wth.. but well was thinkin to go rouge bar.. but well yesterday age limit was like 25... er 25?! argg.. so went to clarke quay instead.. then stroll down pass monks...saw Xiao wei, pris and llyod.. it was like i tell u.. surprising.. Er xiao Wei was at its usual 'plasticity'.. then sat At one of the sides facing the river to talk.. for the very last time until like donno when...

Was very romantic but well i said something that i should not have said that somehow disappointed dear.. er sorry.. the mood became a little depressing.. er it was my fuckin fault.. shitx la... but well tomorrow dum has to wake up early so took the nite rider.. before we left.. aggressive me demanded a kiss.. haha bleah... oh wells was emotional the entire nite.. couldnt sleep properly... but wells hurry set the alarm to call dumb today.. yeah just called just now..

Yes.. Its time out for the moment.. until like Christmas?! I'LL BE MISSING YOU... guess that sit... Oh shits i forgot to tell u something dear... I be waiting haha... Love ya *hugx*

|| Benji LuStEd aT 10:54 AM ||

Friday, December 10, 2004

Serious Note now...

TO U YES U la..:

YeSs i Am Very DepreSsed... coS u be leaving me soon until like when?... and u stupid dumb dumb cannot tell thru my face just now?! And i mean it k... yes we have only known each other like days but i feel so loved by u.. thats what i have been searchin.. I know u may be disappointed that i dont trust u yet.. but u noe what? i do gradually believe in u now.. U noe something.. it must have been so funny that i am falling in love wif u.. but well i guess.. u really touched my heart where no one else ever did... Not that i chose to go this path like i want.. u make me feel the most loved.. with that i am sorry k... Whatever it is.. i wanna tell u that I LOVE U k and i just want u to cherish me like i want u to love me...

Okay u should noe i am not that rou ma in such things...but well thats what i want to tell u...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 1:08 AM ||

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

FoR JUST a FEW DAYS, SO SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED! hoW sHoulD i ExplAin... erm.. All i can Say... many peeps, especially my frens will be so D-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-e-d in me.....What has happened to you Benji?! Seriously i need time to recuperate... But as my close frens says.. if i am happy they are happy for me.. well i really hope so.. They are still the most important ppl in my life.. Something is really wrong wif me.. isit cos i really have lost hope in relationships? Or am i simply condemned the meaning of love? we'll find out soon kk

O wells.. going work again later.. i really need to practise yoga or something haha...

Brian: What dum dum.. hope u had a great time too... I hope i can really believe in u... Bleah... have fun in NS..

Cher: Try to live up to it... u get over soon la..k... Just admit that we are adults soon.. haha

|| Benji LuStEd aT 3:22 PM ||

Sunday, December 05, 2004

I AM SO DEAD BEAT! I mean it k.. guess what.. I worked like from 8 pm to 5 am in the morning! GOODnESs.. Lucky my father came to fetch me at like 6 something.. i already can see the Sun rising up at the horizon.. it was rather breathtaking la.. donno y..

Then i kept laughin at my mother who is taking part in the STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON.. haha MARATHON?! i repeat.. my mother can ruN? ooo.. So cute la my mum.. kk.. then i was like eating breakfast @ some kopi thiam wif all the uncles and aunties.. o my o my.. has my life really turned that bad? Then of course had a fruitful sleep .. And Brian i am not PIG .. its natural for me to sleep until 3 something given that i slept at 8 in the morning.. haha..

Anywayz gotta go work soon.. sobx.. but well it was quite fun la.. at least there are many sorts of people u will meet in life.. k maybe gonna meet Brian later.. O and i watched Umizaru halfway.. at aournd 5 something in the morning.. haha i kinda like the show leh.. so sweet. The song is i tell u.. "MELT-ATION!" haha

|| Benji LuStEd aT 4:09 PM ||

Saturday, December 04, 2004

YeS YeS yESS i NOE!! MIA-ed For like years... Okay peeps there are so many things i have yet to UPDATE.. and i am so gonna do it now.

So lets start from the genting Trip.. It was i tell u.. horrendous but somehow quite fun... haha..went wif Bubu and Zy...i tell u they are simply vile creatures pls.. keep disturbing me.. Oh okay not to mentioned we got BOUNCED out from CASINO.. I repeat.. BOUNCED (literally).. We were like Clubbing non stop.. donno for what.. but well drank alot and played on the Space shot... ah pls.. ZY was so scared after just one ride.. but me and Bubu were like WHATEVER LA.. lets play again.. And so under the extreme weathers i am SiCK... gosh... Came back wif Tyra Banks Voice... and a DETANNED skin! what the .. GEnting is WHITENING PARADISE I TELL U!

So the next few days have been work and work.. And no more sailing!!! what the fuck... *Weeps* Just when i fininshed my work for sailing... the teachers tell me that no more training until next year.. brr... Then went to catch up wif frens.... ya.. ate Sakae.. eeks hate SUSHI LIKE MAD... but well since majority wins.. i can always order gyoza to enhance my already deteriorating sore throat... hurray..

So people.. NEW DESIGN for my site.. NICE? haha i spend hours doing it FROM SCRATCH k... It better be nice.. i dont care.. okay my site is Gorgeous. FULL STOP.. haha.. u can disagree at the BITCH BOX... Okay going swimming wif BUBU le.. so for now... goodbye.. i be updating soon.. LOVE ALL OF YA.. O ya.. GO watch ALEXANDER.. kinda interesting.. Love movies wif some tinge of gay elements.. so go watch.. worth money... 3 hours of non stop butt action that slowly shape up ur butt to become bigger and more flow..haha.. Okay so CiaozZ

Cheryl..just when i thought i can meet u.. U vanisheD!! u better come back from Kuantan.. or thats it! haha

|| Benji LuStEd aT 10:26 AM ||