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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

I was listening to this line.. "its the hardest thing to show no emotion when u start to cry, its the hardest thing to look in ur eyes and tell u i dont love u".. I wondered.. and realised.... now i CAN tell u i dont love u any single bit anymore... after much realisation... I feel disgusted after noeing so many things... I was foolished once but once bitten twice shy.. i aint gonna repeat this tragic mistake ONCE AND FOR ALL... SO PLS FUCK OFF!

Love is just a facade to many ppl.. sometimes.. relationships arent bout love anymore.. maybe there isnt even love in it..just plain convenience or something for u to compete for ur sexual lust... So so disappointed in everything rite now... but i aint gonna change my way of living or whatsoever.. For nearly 2 weeks.. i still love u.. trying to 'revive' what u have taken from me.. but rite now, at this very moment.. I wanna tell u.. u can hAVE EVERYTHING taken wif u .. and i am gonna forget u once and for all.. SO ONCE AGAIN... FUCK OFF FROM MY FUCKIN LIFE.. Thank u.. i DESERVE someone better.. or maybe for me now.. relationships arent important anymore.. WhATEVER la.. The main point is.. I HAVE TOTALLY LOST CONFIDENCE IN MANY THINGS.. and i am now in a verge to bring myself back to track again... U can just fuck around like i even care anymore.. MAY U BLESSED wif AIDS.. haha.. okay i am evil.. but so what.. u r WORSE..

U think i will ever feel sad again? tell u something... I Am living my LIFE so Contented that u can just kiss my ASS! O maybe u taught me something.. and that is.. SWEET TALK SUCKS and that I SHOULD BE CAREFUL NEXT TIME...As a matter of fact, I WILL!

WEll back to today... Saw this gal in sch again... -winkx- my type again.. haha no la.. she is aggressive and super OnS that kind.. but well its all eye candy.. but somehow i hope she be les or once les..cos i like such gals pls..haha.. -dreams off- okay i am weird.. Thats what Blur king said.. humpf.. kICK him Pls! Haiyo dont say weird la..must say UNIQUE k... PUi pui pui CAH pui! haha... so i tried to be a nice guy today.. and i did k.. Was really tired..but growing fatter le lA!! i ate so many things just now la.. now must do exercise pls.. O did i tell u what happen today.. i had this conversation wif blur king and it was so fun to talk bout la.. haha BITCHIN around.. okay not exactly la.. but it was so informative..

Peeps.. i have had like three days of non stop Physical training that my legs are so pain rite now pls.. but i felt it is good for me.. So yes back to ARMY style TRAINING agaiN!! haha.. just that so long never run 2.4km so er little bit buay tahan.. But next week NO EXCUSE Pls.. RUN 5KM hor! haha

Today sea sports orientation donno y somehow quite boring leh.. and u noe what! my whole leg sank into the muddy water's mud... GROSS pls.. it was like eEW.. the worse is my slipper stuck deep inside..so ya..i have to dig down to get it back.. it felt like SHIT, just that it is smooth..haha eeks.. Haiya got to go do GP le la..so blog again soon..ciAoz

|| Benji LuStEd aT 9:32 PM ||