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Friday, January 14, 2005

Today had a brush wif death... its true k... i almost died... I was so touched that everyone is so worried bout me just now.. i really appreciate it.. i mean i am so sorry to let all of ya worry k... maybe i still not sure how to control the boat properly in strong wind la... but then again... today isnt a good day for sailing.. u capsize alot and that was my first capsize for the day and that sucks...

And so it all started when i took over huifen's boat as the strong wind has made really lots of capsize and exhaustion... so i was sailing smoothly, hiking out and stuff until the very last moment when my coach asked me to return to shore... never did i realise that a big gust of wind just came and my boat was too hard to handle and so i capsized.. its no big deal capsizing cause u can always upright the boat wif daggerboard.. but what happened was, my daggerboard got stuck wif the ropes and stuffs.. and the waves are banging me in all directions and that daggerboard slipped and lost... hmm.. so Benji u r so in deep shit... and yes it was an interesting experience i would say...The rest of the people are already on their way back and only left me stranded alone in the middle of the ocean....

Imagine urself riding pirate ship for like an hour.. thats how everything felt... The waves were getting bigger and stronger and so is the wind.. and so i immediately sat on top of my boat and wait frantically for help.. but 10 mins passed, 30 minutes pass and wala.. the Shoreline is not visible anymore.. and so the idea of death became more evident as i looked around, at the sky which is growing dark any moment and the serenity of the ocean and the large vessels that would not even give a fuck for u... i started to think of lots of things..i thought of what would happen next.. am i goin to drift for another day or continue to be washed to batam.. its possible k...

And so i drifted.. dehydrated..felt like vomitting.. but i remained calm..cos being paranoid isnt an issue... i fully comprehend the feeling of loniness.. the feelin of having no one around..not even the fuckin fishes to talk to.. i sang to myself, did stretchin exercise, dance a little, thinkin lots of stuffs from the past.. and it all daunts upon me that indeed my life is really precious to me... and i kept wondering, if i die, does it really make any difference, as in my life has been really sucky, but i still wanna cherish my dramatic yet disheartening life... Then finally an oil vessel saw me waving my hands in total desperation as i prayed silently for guan yin to protect me.. haha.. and so i was shivering in coldness, taken aback by fears.. u tend to imagine stuffs like if sharks are around... or jelly fishes.. Three kind souls saved me! i was like wanting to thank them so So much... but i was too tired to talk.. they sent me to the coast guards which then sent me back

REachin back shore, I WAS TOTALLY TOUCHED Pls.. the gals cried pls..i was like o my god..so so so sorry to let u all worried la..i mean it was really accident la... i feel so bad.. i mean didnt expect them to cry la.. u all should noe.. i kinda donno what to do when gals cry... i was like huggin them tellin them i am still in one piece la.. The guys were also like so worried.. Haiz.. it was really unforgettable la.. i really appreciate all the tears of worries shed... i am feelin better now k.. so dont worry k.... CheeRS!

Oh for now..i have to do the TSUNAMI FLAG DAY tomorrow... hmm, i already got my own small TSUNAMI ATTACK.. so i now understand how dangerous sea can be...

|| Benji LuStEd aT 10:20 PM ||