When will this exhaustion ever dissipate?... i am wondering... Fuckin Sch life... o today did rain for like the first time in centuries! Its a miracle! Ha lei lu ya... -sarcastically- Yesterday i did not even noe if i have dried my hair.. all i noe was.. i rushed into the toilet..wash up and pom onto the bed and died.. haha.. Sailing was fun yesterday but well there are still some thing within me that i still cannot overcome just yet.. The fear of water haha.. not exactly la.. but will rebuild my confidence soon... after what has happened to me...
Life becomes so mundane.. it is not a drama anymore.. sobX.. where are all the interesting happenings that always happen in my life? i want to be caught up in predicaments haha.. i want to be bitched by ppl.. i wanna be screamin, shouting or just do crazy stuffs.. i wanna see the sch relife again.. wif plastic gals.. snobbish gals... the-think-they-are-so-cool gals.. the supposedly kewl boys haha.. so fun..
ALL IS GONE..
Life becomes just a book..not even a story line involved..just pieces of information piled into one big fuckin fucked shit situation... Anywayz let me embrace the weekend wif my warm warm soul haha... this sat gonna be catchin CLOSER sneak preview... so lookin forward...
K shall blog some other time.. which is like everyday haha.. cos my bro's sick so gotta take care of him now...Laters...