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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Late for school today again..like wtf lol.. it was really the bus fault lo... took the earlier bus somemore.. Well i thought my civics tutor was pissed with me.. so with my fingers crossed, i went in front of him and apologise with that -o u so plastic smile- ^_^

Then Pok Pok, Chowtee and Simin was there and therefore NEUTRALISE my punishment - so to speak- lol... Anywayz, today was supposed to like meet June. This auntie ah...forever bitchy one leh..lol so am i! so we are on par... So I was with nicole, jill, yang, mich they all for a while of talking.. Then met up with June and Lao Niang a.k.a Glenda on MRT.. hehe..

Its been like months since i met up with that tall-until-like-donno-what 'damsel' named JUNE lol... She ah still as tall lo, high Centre of gravity, push liao will fall... Then somemore walk with me.. We are the tallest around la.. lol... So of course we are like so damn excited to BURST out EVERYTHING that we have not updated each other.. lol.. She is supposed to prepare a speech alrite... So yeah, gave her several shocking news of me since the last time we met.. She was trying hard to accept and consolidate the information haha... Then she also updated her life to me.. So fun la.. was talking non-stop although i was really tired.

Then she said i have changed alot (towards the negative side).. Haiz... well i told her what to do:

firstly TPJC is like so fucking boring and depressing environment.
Secondly i am too jaded with anything.
Thirdly, i am cynical of many things and dont feel like socialising at all..

Well, if u think i have not changed, make some noise! lol lame.. Well looks like i have to surrender, YES I HAVE CHANGED... No more enthusiastic, confident, cheerful and humorous Benji... Only left wif, disgusting, diffident, pessimistic, non-chalent Benji...

Why?

I seriously dont noe what to say. Its just that i really hope i can get back the old Benji, the old self... People.. give me some time to rejuvenate... :)

|| Benji LuStEd aT 6:31 PM ||