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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

My eyes are like so tired...writing with my eyes halfway closed..feel like plucking my eyes out and spray with water..lol lame..

Haiz... Quarrelled with Mum again..Thanks to my fucking brother who complained to her why i can come back home so late...Wait, it was one sided quarrel actually cos i did not speak a word..

She blurted lots of hurtful stuffs.. but well.. i guessed i have grown up, i did not shout back anymore like i used to... i just remained silence and agreed to whatever fuck she says...like i give a fuck if i rebutt and so everything ends, mum still not finish.. continue to storm into my room to scream.. treated her like a hyena that needs to make its last scream.. and so, screaming ends.. I almost broke down by her words.. Could not believe my mum actually said such nasty things.. that kind you would rather not live anymore.. But i aint gonna let her think i am weak.. i will move on... I cannot believe no one in my family believes in me.. they just think i am rebellious thing and most probably abnormal..

Well, sometimes, i really feel its better for me to stay at someone's house for a few days, i feel happier.. why should i believe in my family when no one really interested in my life? yes they care but its all cause its their responsibilities as parents to care for me in terms of studies and well being... but they did not realise, their boy rite here is a fucking piece of shit rottening everyday, trying to fix whatever detrimented holes he has in his already wounded soul...

Fuck it la.. dont like to say much bout my family life...

And so it is.. ZY called me to discuss many things... haiz...

This afternoon, finally after so many days never see my Zach Di, chatted with him... yeah! lol... And so went to meet him in the afternoon as well as new friends, Danny And Hong Rui... Guess what? i was late and therefore kena diao-ed by Di..lol.. Dumb dumb.... and whats new? went to watch Boogeyman again..lol.. but okay la since can get to see my dearest Di after so long..haha... He very flirt lo..kns..alrite shant elaborate...

Anywayz, he was scared of the movie.. er..really that scary meh? grab my hands so many times.. not pai seh ah! lol..aiya of course never mind la.. my Di leh...love him lots! -muackz- lol then this couple sitting at the corner disgusted both of us...eew..making out like as if if they dont do it today, tomorrow they will be banished like that....kaoz

Then Danny and hong Rui are kinda nice people.. lol seriously, so glad to know them... Then about evening time, gave Di a hug and went to meet my old secondary friends..they are the sweetest bunch of ppl please... We were like catching up so much and walking aimlessly lol... then ended up in Esplanade ...whoa!! so romantic !! cannot believe how breathtaking the view is ..and the best part.. its DARK! lol

Good for hanky panky eh? but not too good for most ppl cause u need certain sophistication of skills to be able to find one really blind spot to make out..and mind u.. security is pretty tight wor...

Well o great what a fantastic day! whoa..happy happy....

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