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Monday, April 18, 2005
Heres what i have learnt....
Chocolates make me hormonal imbalance.. lol
Edison told me chocolate makes u happy..
I tried and i became depressed.. y is it so? hmm.. then after the second bite.. i became worried.. donno bout what fuck.. after a while.. i am jovial... some wrong chemical reactions in my body haha...am i supposed to eat as much chocolate until i climax lol! whatever...
Anywayz.. i dont dare to face her anymore.. i was pissed today because of someone and that is so not funny... I am becoming really cynical.. i need guidance.. i have reached to such an extent that even the person i really like, i can dont wanna get into a relationship with that person... its like.. i keep having this imminent feeling, like anticipating something bad going to happen.. its gonna be waste of time bla bla.. but my heart tells me to follow what i feel.. what a predicament...
How do one really know what u felt is love? Maybe is cause ppl like the feeling but it does not mean its love, there is just this feeling that makes u having the zsa zsa zsu... intricating indeed..
But then my conclusion is, the more u follow ur heart, the more tendency u get fucked and is total self destruction....
Hmm... a penny of thoughts... Geez...
Benji
Boy in distress
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