oh dear... am i dreaming or simply talking to myself.. She actually agreed to meet me this week... er... the thought of seeing her again makes me feel so enthralled, but then the other part of me have this worry, i mean she can always say she has something on and could not make it.. but then... i just really simply hope its not the latter.. hehe...
I know it does not mean anything to my readers, but to me, just having her presence makes a more stable me... whenever she starts talking, it just makes me feel so real and optimistic... hmm.. but then i know in the end of the day she will leave wif an empty heart while i leave with an unrequitted heart to myself and then it all boils back to square one..hehe...
I know she would never like me..I know.. i am not stupid.. but then.. thats what happen when u like a person, u just wont leave. And when a person like u but u dont like, u will leave almost instantly. I have accepted the fact..yep..but never mind....
It is said that everyone would have two great loves in their entire life, as in those relationship that will change u into a different kinda person.. If thats the case, i guess my first love would be travelling and my second would be food.. its still considered love what.. and so i have missed the boat... lol...
something for us to ponder:
If lets say the 3 most important thing in ur life is family, frens, love. U have 2/3 in ur life right now which are frens and family which are fabulous.
Why would we let that last 1/3 thing of our life affect how we feel bout everything in our life even when we have 2/3 of the most important thing? hmm....
